Inside her head.
Thursday, 15 December 2011
today
today was a good day.
like evry other day it had elements of both bad and good
i choose to look at the good and embrace them, also trying to better them and have more of them to like
in dr a's sclae it wud b 5.
what's good could be labeled but i dont wanna do that.
what i think i want to do is think of a good state of mind tha goes with an event.
a) i met a nice lady and i have her contacts. She is Ms Gentles
b) pretty borderline, but i met a guy who told me of his job and gave me his employers number. i have it as kinda bad because i was on BBW time wen i met him (i was selling him products) and PLUS my super saw wen he gave me the number. i dont know wat he thinks of that, but i think it's questionable.
c) iam learningg how to manage on my own.
i still have faults and perhaps will always do, but i dont want to let my weaknesses outweigh my strengths. so i am gonna build my strong points which will on their own nullify or override my bads
that was today. downside, i spent more money than i wanted.
Wednesday, 14 December 2011
them dec. 13
silence.
because it is better to speak not than do
makes better sense not to want nothing
than to desire things that are often given freely
and never asked for or earned
now u have to work for it.
its better i didnt have these pplwho i expect things from
the only person who loses is me, really.
i somehow think i can make the world better
i am waiting for god to tell me how to do it
maybe it not as much as an occasion as it is an everyday living- a way of life,
making the world better by being good in all i do.
thats wat i say. some part in the back of my head i guess i cud say i dnt kno how to act i dnt kno how to behave.
all i reaali want to do is to get away from these ppl. do it bymeslf. or with anyone else but them. but nobody wants to be there with me. and even if anyone did, i wud never trust them, i wud kno that it wudnt end well.
i kno my life wud be bettr without them. their life...ihave to say about theirs in order to prove am not selfish, i kno theirs wud be just as ok as they once were. they can manage without me.
because it is better to speak not than do
makes better sense not to want nothing
than to desire things that are often given freely
and never asked for or earned
now u have to work for it.
its better i didnt have these pplwho i expect things from
the only person who loses is me, really.
i somehow think i can make the world better
i am waiting for god to tell me how to do it
maybe it not as much as an occasion as it is an everyday living- a way of life,
making the world better by being good in all i do.
thats wat i say. some part in the back of my head i guess i cud say i dnt kno how to act i dnt kno how to behave.
all i reaali want to do is to get away from these ppl. do it bymeslf. or with anyone else but them. but nobody wants to be there with me. and even if anyone did, i wud never trust them, i wud kno that it wudnt end well.
i kno my life wud be bettr without them. their life...ihave to say about theirs in order to prove am not selfish, i kno theirs wud be just as ok as they once were. they can manage without me.
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