doing a supposed deep steam.
trying not to use any resources from othrs xcept grandma
so i shampooed with suace clarifying. diluted 1to 1 with water
rinsed and rinsed. rptd.
pour brewed black tea over hair shower cap and towel
to use body heat to open cuticles
the aim is to darken my hair.
will try again next was...hich is thursday as i hav a locking appt frisday coming
Inside her head.
Friday, 23 March 2012
Wednesday, 21 March 2012
march
bo-hoo
i am having hair struggles.
i love the look and feeel of micro locks' howvever, I am getting to realise it is a stretch to keep.
Firstly, self-retightening is hard. Very difficult with these as it takes a whole lotta time and energy.
My hair alos has gaps that need closing.
There is also the issue of dermatitis in the crown region. as white flakes tend to find their way and lodge in the base of the locks.
I am contemplating a) combining them
b) cutting my hair... dont want that
or i dunno leaving it.
i dont know what to do.
Really, my life has turned upside down.and it is all not a matter of my choosing.
I really respected Ms Yvonne because she is very knowledegable and caring. The trust I gave her to do my hair, I cant see myself doing that here. I dont know what to do at all.
Perhaps I should just suck salt thru a dry spoon and do the crazi stuff for 300-400 repair and retite dollars.. alos another option is procuring a free plane ticket and go to Ms Yvonne to fix it, then come bak here and 100-150 retites.
as i sed.. i dont kno wat to do. i prolly shud sit and talk to someone. which is what am gonna do again too. another stretch coz i only get money for metro cards for schhol days and library use.
Being poor is ok, i guess. having no-one to take care of you is worse.
wish things were differnt. I really do. But everytime i try to like get outta thiss society, life pushes me to it.
apparently, it is spring, and the masses wear heels and bright colours. I like neither. I wanna get into the christian club and jewish club and meet mormons who will have simple ideals like myself.
Rite now, I just speak the peace of Christ to my sirit, knowing that all is gonna be ok. Knowing deep down, things will be fine. I have to believe it. i must receive his peace to live in this world.
i am having hair struggles.
i love the look and feeel of micro locks' howvever, I am getting to realise it is a stretch to keep.
Firstly, self-retightening is hard. Very difficult with these as it takes a whole lotta time and energy.
My hair alos has gaps that need closing.
There is also the issue of dermatitis in the crown region. as white flakes tend to find their way and lodge in the base of the locks.
I am contemplating a) combining them
b) cutting my hair... dont want that
or i dunno leaving it.
i dont know what to do.
Really, my life has turned upside down.and it is all not a matter of my choosing.
I really respected Ms Yvonne because she is very knowledegable and caring. The trust I gave her to do my hair, I cant see myself doing that here. I dont know what to do at all.
Perhaps I should just suck salt thru a dry spoon and do the crazi stuff for 300-400 repair and retite dollars.. alos another option is procuring a free plane ticket and go to Ms Yvonne to fix it, then come bak here and 100-150 retites.
as i sed.. i dont kno wat to do. i prolly shud sit and talk to someone. which is what am gonna do again too. another stretch coz i only get money for metro cards for schhol days and library use.
Being poor is ok, i guess. having no-one to take care of you is worse.
wish things were differnt. I really do. But everytime i try to like get outta thiss society, life pushes me to it.
apparently, it is spring, and the masses wear heels and bright colours. I like neither. I wanna get into the christian club and jewish club and meet mormons who will have simple ideals like myself.
Rite now, I just speak the peace of Christ to my sirit, knowing that all is gonna be ok. Knowing deep down, things will be fine. I have to believe it. i must receive his peace to live in this world.
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